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Looking at a screen / everything is what it seems / everything is in between what we think and what we mean / what we dream of in the night / on our backs / wide awake / are we really dreaming or just running on fate / I can't escape / from this place / from this state / that i'm in / I keep looking inside but can't find whats within / but I smile and I grin / and I rise and begin / to re-write my history / blissfully / with spin / I spin out of control / I know I'm in my zone / I rise and fall like falling bombs that don't blow up but BLOW / I'm feeling kind of cold / should I rest my eyes? / Its hard as fuck to do these days because of my disguse ----